I passed out in my office last Friday.
It was vertigo. I felt like the whole world was spinning around and I couldn’t stop it. It didn’t matter if my eyes were open or shut…my body felt like it was spinning out of control.
The next 24 hours were frustrating. In addition to the dizziness, I experienced headaches. Bright lights caused my eyes to water. I couldn’t focus on anything.
Fortunately, the symptoms were temporary.
Let your eyes look directly forward, and your gaze be straight before you. Proverbs 4:25
This isolated situation created an interesting parallel to my entire life (lately). I’ve been presented with an unusually high number of distractions at work and home. I’ve had lots of unexpected work travel and the kids’ schedules have been hectic. Something had to give. Unfortunately, what suffered were the activities I needed most.
My prayer life fell off. I went several weeks rushing through my personal study of Matthew. I was doing the bare minimum to prepare for my weekly men’s group. I’ve been busy- but not about the right things.
It reminded me of the story of Jesus visiting the home of Martha and her sister Mary in the book of Luke.
Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet and listened to his teaching. But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, “Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me.” But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.” Luke 10: 38-42
The world will create chaos that distracts and confuses us. Our primary focus should be on our relationship with Jesus.
We need less Martha and more Mary.
I will meditate on your precepts and fix my eyes on your ways. Psalm 119:15
My prayer for the upcoming week will be for more focus on Jesus and less on the distractions. Please let me know how I may pray for you.